One day, I will wake up at 3 a.m. Unable to sleep, I will look next to me, and you will be there. Sleeping peacefully beside me,
and suddenly, the world won't seem so lonely. <3
why am i this drunk and tired and sad bc i should be ok
Ming D. Liu, A Story A Day #138
Drive to my house in the middle of the night like we never broke each other’s hearts.
You made me so fragile. I used to smile through the pain but since you left even raindrops burn through my skin. Everything hurts now. I’m trying to hold myself up but it’s like you took my bones along with our fucking record player.
I quit smoking. I thought I could fill my lungs with smoke instead of you but I just cough a lot and all my clothes smell like smoke. I miss the way they used to smell like you. I miss you.
I thought I saw you last night and I almost threw up but you’re asleep somewhere in Texas and I’m stuck in Jersey trying to find less life threatening ways to miss your voice.
My best friend got mad and told me I was too cold and tired to love and I heard my bones break because I still remember the night you said the same thing to me.
I thought I was over you but the boy I fell asleep on the phone with me asked me why I kept saying your name in my sleep.
I wanted to hear your voice but I forgot the way it wraps around my heart and tightens till I pass out. I shouldn’t have called. I’ll probably call again tomorrow. Sorry.
How did you stop missing me so fast? I need to figure out how to get you out of my head. Nothing works. I’m fucked. I love you.